Don’t forget this post by u/sp0ntaneous if you are sad about missing Everything Taco

2021.12.04 20:14 xtinyleviathanx Don’t forget this post by u/sp0ntaneous if you are sad about missing Everything Taco
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2021.12.04 20:14 celebgossip69 Does anyone think Clint will make another film?

I know Cry Macho just came out but do you think he’ll make another film anytime soon?
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2021.12.04 20:14 tvanborm Nu snap ik waarom er B2 is. Officiële data posten is blijkbaar pushing agenda.

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2021.12.04 20:14 yaboikarl Add 7832 3305 1678 asap not a lot of time left

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2021.12.04 20:13 Your_Dark_Fear Thought I’d post a picture of my battle station. Any thoughts?

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2021.12.04 20:13 Jellomanpie Refresh of Invictus Discord Server invite

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2021.12.04 20:13 ToastyPillowsack Shoonya meditation not good for my dissociation; what to do?

What's up everyone!
I watched Dr. K's video about "why you are always unhappy" and in it he discusses shoonya meditation. Other forms of meditation have been helpful for me, like focusing on my breathing, but this one triggered my dissociation and anxiety unfortunately. :(
I'm not blaming Dr. K! At the end of the day his attitude is always to reach out to a doctor or therapist, and our mileage may very. I just want to make that clear. And just like previous dissociative anxious episodes, this too shall pass. It just sucks temporarily.
So with that being said, I would really like to hear Dr. K's thoughts on dissociation specifically. What is it? What causes it? How, in your clinical experience, have you treated it or seen it be treated?
Why might some forms or schools of meditation be helpful, and how come some either don't seem to work or can actually be harmful, depending on the person? The frustrating part about this is that people on meditation sub-reddits say that it's my fault, I'm just doing the meditation wrong, etc. The same thing happens when I've tried to discuss my negative experiences with smoking weed; the drug never has any responsibility, it's always blame the victim. I'm not saying I have no responsibility, but it's pretty clear to me that some forms of meditation, some medications, some psychoactive drugs, are NOT for everybody...
When I was in childhood, I would dissociate, but it's simply what we would call daydreaming. I rarely daydream anymore as an adult. My major episode with dissociation was following my first time taking marijuana, in which I ate waaaayyy too much of an edible, thought I was in a time loop, thought I would be stuck that way forever, etc. It was a traumatic experience to say the least. Of course, it did eventually go away.
I've dissociated once following a bad experience with coke; I thought I watched my friend die. And then I've also had a terrible dissociative anxiety spell following alcohol abuse.
I now no longer do drugs. I'm even hesitant to have caffeine, as that can ramp up my anxiety, negatively impact my sleep, etc. But not all of my dissociative episodes were drug induced; with the help of therapy, I recalled a few times in childhood when I was yelled at by adults (including my parents), and it felt like I was being scared right out of my body.

With the help of therapy I have also found it useful to conceptualize dissociation as co-occurring with anxiety. Without anxiety or depression or some kind of significant trauma, dissociation at worst is some innocent daydreaming that happens. It's a lack of awareness.
I think the reason why shoonya meditation triggered me was because it's all about reality being an illusion. That's kind of the last thing I want to believe or need to hear as someone who has really bad anxiety, existential dread, and dissociation... But now I'm kind of stuck in this situation where I can't really disprove what some yogi said about nullness and everything in life being an illusion, and my mind can't stop thinking about that. Kind of frustrating when you can't even effectively question the philosophy that trigger you. Because now my only real alternative is to kind of just try and suppress and repress and hopefully forget shoonya meditation, but that'll just leave me with a samskar.

This community has been so helpful by being a place where I can relate with others, and try to find solutions to our challenges together, and support one another. Thank-you for that. I would really appreciate if someone could explain to me the shortcomings of shoonya meditation, why different people react differently to the various meditative schools or practices.
Advice on handling dissociation and anxiety would be welcome too. :)
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2021.12.04 20:13 587192 Characters in Shows not using a Mouse and Only Typing when a Mouse would be Needed.

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2021.12.04 20:13 IHateMySocks Damn Kaz

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2021.12.04 20:13 feelinganonymous1 I don’t feel the happy feelings I’m suppose to..

I already have son (3). I love him more than life itself. He’s the joy in my life and just looking at him fills me with so much pride I want to cry.
Im pregnant with my second son and I dont feel the same way I did while I was pregnant the first time and it terrifies me.
About a year ago I went trough a really bad experience while I was pregnant. I lost the baby and they discovered a massive tumor in my uterus. It was a long and depressive road until this summer and I was declared cancer free and allowed to get pregnant again. After all the hospitals and doctors and check ups I was so sick of it all I didnt want to try again.. and then I got knocked up by accident.
I figured it was ment to be so we decided to keep it. Its been emotionally hard and it triggered some ptsd from what happend earlier. I feel terrified and depressed all the time and Its hard to feel the happy im suppose to feel and im terrified that Ill suffer from depression after birth and love my children differently..
Has anyone had these feelings during their second time?
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2021.12.04 20:13 ernestothegamer7 Which was the most evil faction in the fallout series?

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2021.12.04 20:13 MakesOnAPlane All 4/1 // 1/4 All

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2021.12.04 20:13 firenze86 How do you remove a SRAM crank bolt, when a impact wrench won't budge it??????

Seriously, I'm using my impact wrench. The same one I use on my truck for all sort of rusted out seized things. Always gets the job done The 8mm allen bit is an impact bit as well. The opposing crank arm is clamped to my bench using fucking pipe clamps. I used a 4' snipe for Pete's sake, nothing!
What. The. Fuck????? What am I missing? Is there some stupid trick that I'm missing?
Now, I'm no amateur when it comes to dealing with things with threads, and this is the worst fucking bolt I've ever come across. Doing some searching and it's obviously a recurring issue. I've tried everything in my arsenal, all but enough brute force to snap the fucking thing.
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2021.12.04 20:13 Ausles_Grace My chromebook won’t turn on?

I tried charging it and holding down the on button but it doesn’t seem to work. The light on the side isn’t on either and it still works, I used it yesterday. What could it be?
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2021.12.04 20:13 Royal-Letterhead-642 My first painted piece. C&C welcome

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2021.12.04 20:13 kernel_priest Malo statistike za .ba,,,

Malo sam vam cacko oko .ba pa ujedno i Evo nekih brojeva cisto da znate (domene+subdomene)
100914 total Za -> radi se o ADSL pod domenama. Sad mogu da pratim rast nekih ISP u BH/RS.
Ovoga bi se mozda moglo napraviti neki presjek stanja.
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2021.12.04 20:13 Z3US713 Just inoculated these this fine?

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2021.12.04 20:13 letmeseeyourid Hello, darkness my old friend

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2021.12.04 20:13 Bluetorrenthd sza t shirt Classic T-Shirt

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2021.12.04 20:13 FrontpageWatch2020 [#473|+858|13] Painters who freehand instead of decal [r/Warhammer40k]

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2021.12.04 20:13 ZoolShop Fortnite Chapter 2 ‘The End’ event: the island flipped over

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2021.12.04 20:13 svanapps r/binance - Cheapest way to buy BNB with BUSD

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2021.12.04 20:13 Negative-Link-5332 lets play💋

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2021.12.04 20:13 spenceredditt Fists Fly Mid-Show Between Bone Thugs & Three 6 Mafia

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2021.12.04 20:13 FrontpageWatch2020 [#19|+12134|170] The praying mantis [r/memes]

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